footprints, memories n clutters

nowadays, i've been doing lots of reflections while taking bus rides.... be it day or night, the lonely time on the bus has been reclassified as quality time.


i chart my progress and change myself to anchor on the positive thoughts during the day. i measure myself not by comparing with others, but by diligently penning down my completed tasks that have brought me to where i am now.

yes i'm happy... i'm excited... i'm euphoric!

i've made some crippling mistakes - it's like a footprint cemented on the ground that is spoiling the whole perfect landscape. it's tough not to focus on that spot and easy to lose sight of the big picture.

i've got one final clutter to clear.. n i need courage to complete the final lap to find out the real truth. maybe i've imagine the problem to be bigger than what it really is.

yet another simple realisation about life

secret to maintaining happiness?

it's about drawing a thin but clear line to separate work vs personal life. the former weighs me down and daily, the burden isn't getting any ligher. rather than worry over what is not working out right, releasing myself just by switching off eases the tension almost instantly. it's about stepping out and switching into the rest mode mentally that helps a great deal.

it has taken me decades to reach this level. i wonder why i didnt know how to release myself in the past. i'm happy that i've gone up one more notch to lead a better quality of life ;)))